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The pattern of behavior and lies has to be stopped at some point. The dream lies shattered. But the sun still shines for me.

Am I dreaming? I do not want to wake up if I am. Im bursting with BOOM BOOM BOOM but strangely peaceful too. Like coming home. I give you my life .. all that I am. all that i can be. To make you happy content. safe, successful and peaceful. and make you laugh. I promise to make you laugh.

Breathe... following my breath. Peace is mine just for a few moments. The absence pain floats above my head. Breathe ...

Time to return to screaming silence.Hush goes my heart. It beats for you.

May your coming year be filled with dreams and good madness.:-) I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you are wonderful, and do not forget to make some art write or draw or build or sing or dance or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself. You have so much potential. Use it Use it now

We search for happiness everywhere, but we are like Tolstoy fabled beggar who spent his life sitting on a pot of gold, under him the whole time. Your treasure--your perfection--is within you already. But to claim it, you must leave the buy commotion of the mind and abandon the desires of the ego and enter into the silence of the heart." I have been here a long time for goodness sake. I am screaming silence of the heart. He cannot hear me. He closed her ears,He covered his eyes. He taped his mouth. I asked Have you ever entered the silence of the heart ? His silent reply burnt my ears.No I do not think he has yet. If he did hissenses woud be open and stay open.

Look for God. Look for God like a man with his head on fire looks for water

I believe he was my mirror image. A reflection of my inner soul staring back at me. A vital part of me that was missing and it was this I pursued relentlessly. I yearned for it. Tore myself apart for it. But I did not know I had it within my reach all the time. It was buried deep within- a place I did not know existed. So, I praise and honor him for without the heartache and pain I would never have found myself.I would remain lost in the abyss of darkness. For this reason he will always own a piece of me. A sinister shadow of myself I call Desperation -eternally wrapped in fragility and sadness. He is welcome to this. I do not want it back. For it allows the rest of me , the very best of me to be free. Free to fly. To soar higher than I ever dreamed possible towards an illuminated sky.

This is how is was meant to be. How we will live always separate lives. No matter how deep and fatal the loss of love- ( you call it love), no matter how important what was stolen from us that is snatched right out of our hands even if we are left completely changed people with only the outer layer of skin from before, we continue to play out our lives this way, in silence. We draw ever nearer to our allotted span of time living in the moment, bidding it goodbye as it trails off behind. Repeating, often like robots, the endless deeds of everyday . Leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness. Yet a faint sense of peace. This is how it was meant to be.

The bidding of farewell is a sorrowful end but a bold and powerful beginning. Adieu My love. Say a small prayer and wish me luck on my journey. I expect a rocky road ahead.

The clock is ticking. It is telling me it is time to let go.I have been burdened with negativity and blame for too long. I have been trapped in the past for too long. I am moving on. Leaving two behind me. They are not part of my future. They remain in the past. Life is about pushing forward. Even if we have to crawl on hands and knees. Life moves on and so should we. It is the only way- FORWARD.

It is not love. It is an obsession. And it is not art. It is a way of seeing things. A way to see the things that are not there. The obsession will end when you love yourself enough to stop hurting yourself. Anyone who mistakes an obsession for love plays a dangerous game. A downward spiral of misery. Break the chain by whatever means possible. Heal yourself.